What I most want to share with others and what I most want to know from others is expressed through art. Yet there’s a tremendous disconnect that I am feeling. If this is so valuable why do I spend so little of my time creating it?
I’d like to change that.
I’m unclear what medium to express the messages I feel in, but I do know that when I pay attention to the fact that I am not currently creating, I feel a great urgency to start.
And then bad habits and other priorities come first. I wonder: what will happen if I focus on the desire to create without the self-guilt of “have I” or “have I not” created.
What if I simply turned my attention to the desire to share the electric, stunning, nostalgic, strange and alive ideas and experiences which illuminate my day, without regard for whether they are good, or bad, or impactful.
A better way is to bring them into the world truthfully and fully so when I see them I can claim them as my own.
This feels true to me.
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